Friday, May 15, 2009
She shall rise again.
Went swimming. The first time in gazillion years. It was seriously refreshing. Thought about lotsa things and it helped.
When i wanted to do something before, i would only do it if someone does it with me. For instance if i wanted to go to the gym, id only go if i had company. Right now, i shop alone, tan alone, swim alone and what else? Maybe in the future, i'll conquer bukit timah hill alone. :) It is perfect.
I'm gonna hold your hand tighter. I'm gonna kiss you harder. Im gonna trust and love you like i never have before.
I am gonna handle my own life. I no longer wake at 12pm on my off days coz i dont wanna waste my mornings. My off days will be spent under the sun, washing my clothes, tidying up my room and running little errands for myself. I will not let you complain - or rather, there will be no room for anymore complaints from you because i will be, more responsible. I will make myself be that. If i really want it, i can get it done.
Honestly, i feel doing a bit of sports regularly really helps me in life. Somehow it just links you know? (Shit it's complicated to explain) Before, i was like really lazy. Sleeping till late afternoon, hanging with friends at starbucks over coffee till late. I just got lazier and lazier. I guess i hafta cross over challenges in a sport. And that kinda helps me in my current life. More outdoors! Mozzies beware! I'm no longer afraid of you! ARrRrr! :D
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